it's our summer vacation already and yet i don't have any plans for this vacation, i don't have a goals coz i don't know what to do first. there's so many things i want to do but felt like i only have a short time so im panicking about the thing that i should do first.. i can't even finish a series of k-drama, i'm always stuck in the middle of the story.. i don't know why im so scared seeing the ending of everything... Anyways, i feel normal today, not so happy and not so sad at all, i just feel neutral i guess?? hahaha sometimes, i feel good when im doing a lot of things continuously, coz it helps me to not think of many things in life.. its been a week since i wrote here i think,. well, i think that's all for today :3