Lots of people have told me, if you are depressed just express your negative thoughts over words. These days have been tough. I finally understand the feeling when a person is down to the bottom of valley with little chance to get up, he must have a very strong will to keep his hope alive. I am at a position that hoping some one I trust can hug me and confront me, telling me everything will be alright. Telling me there will be a good ending. I will feel happy and totally enjoy the whole journey. I am hoping someone can tell me that you are strong enough to deal with this tough time. And no matter what happens in the end he will be there to support me. I am like a piece of falling leave. I am trying to hold on some happiness, but I know I will lose it some day. Can I just rest for a bit from this crucial world? Can I at least deserve some reward from my kindness? From this earth when all the people are selfish and unfriendly? bear already left the bee. bee cried all day. but bee believes she will recover very soon