I think it's about time to let go. Noticing she won't love you ,and she won't wait for you. I want to love her, but it's not a good time now. It's not good,waiting for her reply the text,expecting her chat with you. I have to face the mind of mine,I still want to love her,I still want to try、want to wait. However, I also have to face the truth,she no longer love me. How sad it is. Hard to take it. But I don't have a choice. Thanks , my love. I will still try really hard to leave Taiwan, the only hope remains.