"Always keep going." 4:00am, a big explosion wake me up,I was really terrified. Few minutes later, ambulance and police came.Wish the victims could recover soon, also pray for the martyrs. R.I.P. To my surprise ,I woke up early today ,proud of myself. I studied Japanese whole morning ,fortunately I did not waste it ,by the way, Japanese really hard for me , hope someone can teach me.After lunch, I started to search some data for my paper, but many problems came out ,not that simple than I thought, felt a little bit upset. I still have a lot to learn. Today, for some reason, may be the first day in my new life , kind of finding a new goal to pursue.It's really good I think, at least I full of passion now.I want to talk myself to keep going no matter facing what kind of difficulty, I would try everything to make it work.I think in my mind I have waited this moment for my whole life -- finding a goal, and spare no effort to pursue.Just try,just run , and don't look back ,don't give up.Although no one could promise you success ,still keep it. Ultimately, I won't regret.