0018am thought.. I’m a bit sad but not really that sad just bit emotional I guess, I mean a lot of things in my mind right now but I couldn’t tell it to anyone so here I am talking by writing on this page. I don’t know if I deserves all the happiness I always pray that everything going well , hopefully I’m not to greedy asking for something like this , I just want to be happy , having a good family , my surroundings friendly, having a good partner with common sense , honestly I tell you everything was fine everybody treat me nicely it just .. I don’t know it just not enough , once again I’m asking am I too GREEDY for asking something like this …