Ko Yu Rim! I think my life is like Ko Yu Rim life. Cause if I think excepting my siblings my mom and dad have a hard time because of me. Also, we have economic problems. I know my mom is always worrying because she can't give the best things like others in my age have. But she is proud of me. Sometimes she turns down others telling my state. It is annoying. I have to work hard to give a better life to my family. So I must work hard. I can't get any good things. I cannot spend money as I want cause every penny I spend is my parent's sweat and tears. I can remember my mom bringing expensive things for me. I questioned can feelings solve our problems? But I should admire my mom. I should appreciate the things she brings. Because I know she is happy. I feel jealous when someone is better than me. Because I am afraid I might fail. That's why I hated my closer oenes. I know I am bad because I am afraid I might fail, because I am poor, because I do not want my parents to work hard, because I am jealous. So I must work harder and more.