You are too generous to people especially when they don't even appreciate it. On the contrary, you are so difficult to sense urgency. What I mean is for certain moment of time, you are so vast and so difficult to ignore. Also, sometimes, you are just so small and too tiny to find that people don't event care. And by seeing those ways like these, a different person have various finding out of you. If possible, I would like to take you as important as possible most of the time. However, due to my recklessness or carelessness, or even laziness, I try to forget you because you sometimes give us so much pressure that persists long until the thing becomes a success or a failure. Yes, that's the result and the end to say or to do anything. But, you know, I don't like the time stress that I will keep avoiding or I will just turn myself in, that means doing nothing but waiting for the final judgment. That's me! I know this is not the right things to do and especially when the matters matter to me personal, or more important than my life and career. I hope that you could be moderate, meaning not too hard but not that easy. I know this request is too much and I do know it is supposed to be me, myself, to adjust my pace and planning to manage things. However, I just want to give me a hand. My thinking is if sometimes that you don't even exist, I won't even think of you. I am not asking you to go away. My little wish will be, just keep an appropriate distance. Please.
Sincerely, Michelle Liù