I can't see you! Can you find me? Love, I have been looking for you for such a long time but how can I get you? Sometimes, I just thought that you might think of it as a hide and seek game. But, no. I don't want to hide anymore, and you don't need to find me since I am right here. You just need to open your eyes and see me. You will find how desperate I need you. I am not the one that used to be afraid of you. I am the one that stands right here and waiting for your response. As long as you show up, I will grab you without any hesitations. I know that I don't have much time and that why I asked time to give me more. However, even though there's response yet, I still have to make the best use of the rest of my course to knock on your door and beg for your show up. I am ready, and I think I won't let you go alone this time. Is it possible that we could meet this Christmas again?