It's all my fault. Wasn't all? As granddaughter(please let me say myself as so), I haven't have enough chat with my grandma, and I was just read book there, but she was so happy for that I'm back even it's already the third time in only 8 days.
In other way, I know because of such little things I asked the questions to that girl it definitely made she feels unhappy a lot: however what can I do? Why just for a peace of mind to ask for a feedback to others. And, even it finally haven't got any different. It's so boring. In other case I didn't have communication with others a long time, what can I do? I've lost at least 2 friends since I started that part-time job and I'm not blaming on that job I'm just... So clumsy. So dull.
Then... The coming English text on June... Sure, I should write some exam papers now, even not for finish whole papers, I need to do some... Or my mom will gonna sigh again... Just like 3 years ago when I was about to have the college entrance exam... Is it a bad idea for I learn English just by read the English books and watch the English videos? But I do improved my Japanese just by so then last year I passed the N2 easily - is it really just the Japanese do have plenty of Kanji?
I have never been a good learner.