I just want to be myself, it's funny coz for the last over 30 years I was seeking it. Sometimes I want to imitate someone to fit me in the reality, but the truth is that I should thinking deeply inside of me. I shouldn't try to be anybody else but look the personality of me. So tired of giving fake face in front of everyone including in my relationship, it seems like I can't do any right thing! Any one! I accept myself not only the advantages but also the shortcomings, but could others do that either? Sometimes, I wish I could be alone, a single, only me in my world.