What is the pain I'm feeling inside? Seriously I can't understand. something is stripping me from inside and I fukin don't know what it is.
Am I not good enough for the dreams I have?
Can I actually do it If I got it?
Will I enjoy it if I do it?
What if it is the wrong choice?
What if I not get it?
Why am I craving perfection so much?
What is hurting me from inside?
Why am I feeling trapped in something?
What if I move out as I wish, and it is not easy as I thought, or I couldn't handle it?
And most importantly...
Is my mom wrong or am I the mistake?...
What should I do??