Finally, my digital journal is here. I don't know when I got obsessed with cute looking journals and stuff. but through a darker phase of life Korean dramas helped me a lot to get through it. it is definitely influencing me. well, there are more things that I have to figure out about me. I am in a place where I have a lot of things to do but I'm doing nothing because I don't know what to priorities first and where to start. I'm kind of self-doubting myself also because I don't know if the things that I'm doing right now is worth or can I actually achieve. but I really wish I could do that. I feel a lot messed up. Not messed up but I don't know. I want to figure out what to do. in fact, I want to believe in myself that I can achieve what I dream, and I can definitely do it when I get there. So here is the 1st step towards doing it. The first step of believing myself. Loving myself.