First of all, it is about yesterday.
now a days I'm feeling so lazy that I am not even doing my studies right. It's really an ugh situation.
It's not the point of this post.
So, I haven't mentioned yet but I was bullied for my looks so much in the past. It created a lot of traumas in me. Friends, family you name it. I believe that is also one reason I care so much about my looks now.
So, yesterday my friends praised me for my beautiful hair, they told me I looked so pretty on the birthday party, they even said they wanted my hair. they loved my looks. They said I looked pretty.!
You can't imagine how happy the 13-year-old Gouri is for this. She dreamt about it. It was her biggest dream, her wish for every birthday to be praised by her friends. You may think it is naive, but it meant a lot to me. I think 13-year- old Gouri can be happy now.
I am counting my blessings. But do you know what I am the most thankful for? The God, The Universe is here for me, and I feel it. It's another kind of safety, security, courage when I feel like that, and I am the most grateful.