I started to recall
Every small bits of signs showing you telling me that you are giving up on us
I might not be the one you want I know
But I’m already relying on you
I know you need an independent girl
I know you need help
But I can’t provide any you see
I know you need your own time
I’m giving you your time
Not texting you
Can’t even receive a goodnight text
From heart cracking to heart shattered
I miss you
So badly
But I can’t reach you
Or I don’t dare to...
Please let me know directly
When you want to leave
Or you want me to leave
Or stop me from reaching you
Instead of disappearing
Please
I love you