2018年 11月 29日
今天 Sometimes I feel I am too self centered, arrogant. it has been almost 2 months since I talked to Rohan. when I was in India, he really did me great favor. checking train time for me, trying to buy me lunch online, answering a lot of questions, yea I bothered him too much. he is such a good guy. I hope I won't screw up friendship between him and me, despite never meeting each other offline. I am such a weird person, I always keep distance with friends becoz talking to them frequently made me feel bored ?? btw, I finished 23% of THE GOOD EARTH since I haven't finished this book, I am not sure what idea this book is trying to deliver. it depicts a family of five migrated from north to south for making a living ? I can see that they were struggling for new life language barriers hard to find high paid job coz the lack of skills wife took her two children begging on the street husband pulled 黄包车( rickshaw ) to take passengers they earned a little so I am a little bit curious about what's going on next will they back to the north ? let's see I felt so stressed in library !!! yea coz I spend more than 12 hrs on screen ! damn it ! and I only sleep for 6 hrs every day !!!