Until now, idk wht i did. But one thing i know for sure is time will heal, sun will rise, and there is alwaysa rainbow after the rain. My life will change, by the time and i dont haveto force anything. Thats why i love my self. But i love me better when with u Maybe someday i will be a good chef, or someone who have much time in a bed but much money in the account. Hihi...