Finally, XXI Premier's movie date with Fauzan.
Top Gun, at first i thought this movie would be as boring as another action movie.
But i was very very very wrong!!! This movie is lit!!!
And Top Gun is my very top list movie ever.
However, that's not at all. It's about him. I knew, he was crying during the film. He missed his dad, and his dream to be Pilot.
He lost his father as a teenanger, and then has a police stepfather till now, and both of them wished him become a Pilot one day. But, he failed. Yeah, another sad story about him.
And, idk why, his past life story makes me more sure to be his. And makes me more love him than before. He deserve every love and happiness, for every bad things he got in his life.
He is 23rd this year, but his soul is 29th, too mature for his age. He loves sad song, like Lady Gaga's Shallow, Adele's Easy On Me, and another sad song that i forgot 😅.
His favorite movie genre is tragedy, like Miracle in Cell No.7, Dear Nathan, A Star is Born.
He looks strong on the outside, but very fragile on the inside.
I love him, so much. A feelings that i never felt before. It's for him. Il mio Sóle.
Idk what will happens to us in the future. But, if he finds someone better, and want me to set him free, i'll let him. I really beg his happiness for his life in the future, with me or not.
I choose to loving him as much as i can, idc about he loves me or not. He really deserve every love for his broken heart.
But now, i really hope that Our's, not just till now, but everlasting. For me, him, and happiness.