In the past few months My ego has been stripped The knowledge I thought I knew, ripped The cause of all the pain untamed All my red roses turned to black and all I am desiring is to see black I marched along with the stars But now it seems I need to shine on my own How could you not warn me? Your tingling sensations do not tell the whole story Buildings you let me build come crumbling down How could you not let me in Let me know the secret behind the air-written story can it not end already Or rather please find another placeholder for the part Because I am feeling tired