Dear diary, I was singing till late at night yesterday,it's my own way to relieve stress even though I had done very little compared to other days.I was not productive enough to say I was reasonably tired and frustrated. Maybe I'm being hard on myself but I'm not completely wrong. I slept late and I woke up late. I got zero work done from the morning.I also blocked 4 schoolmates on WhatsApp. I feel like they don't really care about me in reality,they just pretend. They are no good to me, I'll just get hurt in the end, better to do it before it's too late. They are doing projects together everyday without me. It's obvious they don't want me around. I simply asked what do they get from lying? When she sent the voice message explaining how i misunderstood,i heard her other friend say "just be straightforward-if she doesn't want to believe then she doesn't have to” in a rude tone. I got my pride hurt, how can somebody say such words when they don't even know me? So If I were to say how my day was,Today definitely did not go as well as i had expected..... -Udita